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I think I am super sensitive these days. Maybe it's true that the more west you go, you do get soft. I hope it's just a phase. I haven't seen Peter for like a week. It's been crazy in the hospital so he stays late all the time. One night he stayed til 3 AM.... how is that different being on call since he would have to get up at 4:45 to go on rounds.

It's finalized that I will go to NJ next Saturday, which means I wont' see him for a whole week. At least I can get some errands done. Unfortunately, I got a new job which will start this Friday, but I am going to miss 2 days of work bc of this trip :( I hope they won't mind. Plus I will miss a day of tennis class. That sucks since I pay like 11 dollars per class. I guess I am being cheap about the whole thing but I have to pay off the vacation club thing we bought :(

Moving on, I am reading Atlas Shrugged. It's very interesting. I think I am turning out to be like the masses. I don't think I care about improving things anymore. I think I am just burnt out. Interesting that I get burnt out now not like years ago when I was in Pharmacy school.